NYEBELIN!

kalo udah begini mau salahin siapa coba ?

ah sebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel :'( :'( :'(

After it happened, i believe that 'the impossible' can be possible if it was supported by a big effort.

OH BIG THANKS GOD, You really helped me at that time

Se-lemah itukah peran gue ? Se-nggak ada itukah gue? Harus se-sabar dan se-mengerti apalagi? Oke saya maklumi dan terimakasih

REBLOG kerotamaa.blogspot

Inaaa mau reblog ya *cups

Reblog and bold what applies to your personality

my personality:

• i’m loud.
• i’m obnoxious.
• i’m sarcastic.
• i’m cocky.
• i cry easily.
• i have a bad temper.
• for the most part i don’t like people.
• i’m easy to get along with.
• i have more enemies than friends.
• i’ve smoked.
• i’ve smoked weed.
• i drink coffee.
• i clean my room daily.

my appearance:

• i wear makeup.
• i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
• i wear contacts.
• i wear glasses (sometimes)
• i have braces.
• i change my hair colour often
• i straighten my hair often
• i have a piercing
• i have small feet

relationships:

• i’m in a relationship now.
• i’m single.
• i’m crushin’.
• i’m in love.
• i’m always scared of being hurt.
• an ex has physically abused me at least once.
• i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
• i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
• i believe in love at first sight.
• i believe lust is more important than love.

friendships:

• i have a best friend.
• i have at least ten friends.
• i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
• i’ve beaten up a friend.
• i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
• i can trust at least five people with my life.

experiences:

• i’ve been on a plane.
• i’ve been on a train.
• someone close to me has died.
• i’ve taken a taxi.
• i’ve taken a city bus.
• i’ve taken a school bus.
• i’ve gone bungee jumping.
• i’ve made a speech.
• i’ve been in some sort of club.
• i’ve won an award.
• i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
• i’ve been in a physical fight

music:

• i listen to r&b.
• i listen to country.
• i listen to pop.
• i listen to techno.
• i listen to rock.
• i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
• i hate the radio.
• i download music.
• i buy cd’s.

television:

• i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
• i watch soap operas daily.
• i’m in love with days of our lives.
• i’ve seen and liked the o.c.
• i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.
• i’ve seen and like americas next top model.
• i’ve seen and like popular.
• i’ve seen and like 24.
• i’ve seen and liked csi.
• i’ve seen and like everwood.

family life:

• i get along with both of my parents.
• my biological parents are still together.
• i have at least one sister.
• i have at least one step brother/sister.
• i have at least one half brother/sister.
• i’ve been kicked out of the house.
• i’ve ran away from my home.
• i’ve sworn at my parents.
• i’ve made my parents cry.
• i’ve lied to my parents.
• i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.
• i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.
• i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.
• i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.

hair:

• i’ve been brown.
• i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
• i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
• i’ve been blonde.
• i’ve had black.
• i’ve been red.
• i’ve been light brown.
• i’ve been medium brown.
• i’ve been blue/green.
• i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
• i use conditioner.
• i’ve used silk therapy.
• i’ve used hot oil treatments.
• i’ve curled my hair.
• i’ve straightened my hair.
• i’ve ironed my hair.
• i’ve braided my hair.

school:

• i’ve yelled at a teacher.
• i’ve been suspended.
• i’ve had an in-school suspension.
• i’ve been sent to the principals office.
• i’ve walked out of class.
• i’ve skipped an entire day of school.
• i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
• i’ve failed a test.
• i’ve cheated on a test.
• i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
• i’ve failed art.
• i’ve failed p.e.
• i’ve failed math.
• i’ve failed science.
• i’ve failed another class.
• a teacher has called my parents

i need your time. let me enjoy my holiday with both of you. you're so busy. you having a plan but when that day almost come you cancel it easily without think what i feel at that condition. i regret it. if you can't fulfill your promise, please don't make a promise with me. you know me, right ? and please don't ruin my plan with my friends next saturday!

Gue masa bodo atau pura - pura bego karena gue nggak mau tahu perasaan "mereka"

Gue tau apa rasanya dikecewain dan gue berusaha buat nggak ngecewain tapi nggak bisa dan maaf

Entah harus dibilang bodoh atau pintar tapi gue beneran ngga suka untuk dibilang keduanya

Gue berusaha buat menghargai karena gue tau kalau kita nggak dihargai rasanya nggak enak banget

Gue juga berusaha buat baik sama semua tapi kalo ternyata ada yang "baik" di belakang gue, gue bisa benci sebenci bencinya gue sama tikus

Gue belajar buat nggak ngeremehin karena yang namanya di remehin itu sakit

Gue nggak mau dan terlalu takut buat coba sesuatu yang baru karena gue takut kecewa kalo ternyata gue gagal di tengah jalan

Gue berusaha buat nggak ngemis - ngemis karena kalau orang itu bilang "enggak" gue pasti kecewa

Jangan bohongin gue buat hal yang sifatnya serius karna gue benci itu

Jangan kasih gue harapan karena kalau ternyata harapan itu kosong gue kecewa

Jangan kasih gue janji karena kalau itu tiba - tiba nggak jadi dengan berbagai alasan gue pasti kecewa banget

Dan jangan buat gue bete kesel kecewa atau semacamnya karena gue bisa selalu inget hal apa yang lo lakuin

Gue bisa dengan sangat mudah maafin kesalahan lo tapi nggak untuk ngelupain kesalahan lo

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liburan udah 3 minggu, resminya sih baru seminggu ya tapi karena gue udah ngga masuk 2 minggu ya anggap ajalah ya

bosan. ya satu kata bosan. dua kata deh bosan banget. liburan begitu begitu doang. tidur malem nonton bola bangun siang ya terus aja begitu. pola tidur ngga bener, siang jadi malem, malem jadi siang, makan sehari cuma dua kali karna disaat semua orang sarapan gue masih ada di dream land ya begitu aja setiap harinya. terkadang gue menghela nafas sendiri cape juga ya harus begitu terus. gue pengen balik ke normal lagi

semua persoalan cuma ada dalam satu kata bosan. kalo udah bosan biasanya kita ngapain sodara-sodara ? online ~ online ~ online yah online kan begitu doang terus kalo bosen juga ?yaaaa mau ngga mau jalan atau bahasa halusnya ya keluar rumah atau juga bahasa gaulnya hang out -___-

yah persoalan dimulai. kalo kita keluar rumah apa yang kita butuhkan hayo ?kaki!!! iyasih bener tapi yang lebih lebih menyentil dongggg..... OH DOIT, yah benar

DOIT ahhh semua orang butuh duit, nggak usah munafik juga sebenernya.

apan sih Ndra lo ngomong ngga ada tujuannya gini ? yah gatau deh ga jelas ~~~~

somebody, teaches me how manage my money please. i wanna save my money but i can't. so much of temptations attack me ayayaya help mehhhh dunski :(

for all of my hiphurers , i'm sure you like me , right ? hehehehe i love all days that i spent with all of you, dont care what they said about us (no offense)